long day...

it has been a long day for me. i'm super tired... physically, mentally & emotionally... hay... i'm starting to get bored with my job. i remember when i was younger, i always dream of becoming a plain and loving housewife... who will never forget to give her husband a kiss & a hug at the frontdoor when he get off to work & come back in the afternoon. i'll make sure that he always had his breakfast before he go and have his favorite food waiting for dinner. and while he's gone, i'll be the one to take care of our kids. but it's different pala when you get there. that's how it is right now eh. i have a lot of plans & dreams for my baby. that i wanted to work to give her everything she needs and wants, if not more than that. and when i see her, i would know that she's the only reason why i keep holding on.
but sometimes i still want to stay with her the whole day. i wanted to be the first to teach her abc's and 123's. i wanted to see all her journeys & every single step she take as she grow older. i wanted to be there to make sure she's doing fine.
haay... i wish she knew that i'm doing this for her. and when i get home, her smile is all i need to ease everything... after a long day of work...